hi there, children
i am serioulsy losing my braint train here
my thought process is dieing
yayas
but yeh
i feel like bloggin
but i dont have anything to say
so i am just like, rambling til i come up with something
haha
yeh
thats what i do
just ramble away and then coe up with something interesting to talk about
hhmm
nothings really going on
i aint really emotional these days
nothing to be emotional about for me
realisticly
i have lazed about here or gone out and had fun with friends
so its all looking up for me for now
i'm waiting for the shit to hit and fan and stuff
but for now i am sailing on by
hoorah
hm, my 'I Am Clara' thing i think is pretty cool
it is an idea i have had for a while now, and i just started a sentence in my last blog and went with it
the story of Clara, is that in her lifetime she is going to go through a heck of alot of shit
and i mean, like, a cruel amount
and then at the end of the last chapter, i have this most beautifully poetic idea
but yes, a cruel amount of Raw pain and suffering
like her unnecessary rape
the pretence for her birth is she will be born an addict, straight away she will be a head case
terrible thing
lots of terrible ideas i have going on for this dear little girls life
her parents are nut jobs too
her mothers a drug addict, high on alot of stuff and her father is an out rageous Neo-Nazi
yay for dysfunctional
she will fall in love, she will have SO much pain in her life
its a terrible idea for a story
but i want to write it
i have the idea so perfect in my head
Clara is the western worlds pains all roled into one
she lives the life no one wants to live
hhmmm
its just so beautiful
and poetic
and saddeningly terrible and tragic
ah well
moving on
erm
i cant think of anything i think is worth talking about
soi yeh
love
xx
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Oh GOD
ReplyDeletelet me know when you're finished btw. Would make some very interesting reading (Y)
love you xx