I find it difficult to comprehend this, but I do think I love him.
LOL. Love is too strong a word for any such thing as this.
No love involved in this, simply a statement of affection.
You were lost in a war of one emotion verse the rest. No one understood the reasons, least of all that one of surety in word. It was a timid illusion that first brought me to you. Yet a believe that more was being said. You come closer than most, but I am in no way sure of if you know. The sugar is lost in this and the ideas shall stay so too. Even if nothing else makes sense, I understand that look.
Stop what you are thinking, and try again once the bell has gone.